Thanks.

Lots more in my lappie, but wordpress refuses to let me upload more, or else everything here would be deleted. ARGH. I miss all of them. So much you’ll never know. Two days without reporting to work. Life feels a little miserable, awkward.

I miss the days when I start to whine to mummy about having to wak to the office from the bloody JE MRT station (around 10-15 minutes under the hot sun!), I miss the days when we start counting down to 5.30pm and then rush to flip the “open” signboard to “closed”, I miss the days when we gossip about customers (oops!), I miss the days when we had lunch together everyday, then complaining about every single thing the company has to offer (now we deeply regretted it), I miss the days when the girls and me, we have our coffee breaks once we are closed for the day.

Well life still goes on and on, I guess I’ve to start looking forward, to another job, another environment, another challenge. Nevertheless I’l never forget each one of them, and I’ll swear on it.

Right now, miserable me still waiting for the peeps to come over and cast my leg for some stupid shoots. ARGH.

Kristen

3 months, not long neither short. But lots of bonds were built. Strong ones indeed, where we go through everything together, rain or shine. It feels like a bumpy ride, with the occassional ups and downs, the screwing we got from consumers, and then the reward we get from serving them well. Everything we did, we did for one reason- To make all of us happy, to make consumers happy, to keep everything going in place.

Well oh well, things always end up unexpectedly. I’d miss everyone, the company we shared, your smiles, your laughter, your weals and woes.

Though it seems to others I may have lost, but to me, I’ve fought a great battle together with my team. We’ve won, and never lost. The training we received, the skills we accquiried, ,most importantly, the friendship we built. These will never be forgotten. I miss all of you guys. Keep rocking on!

PS: still waiting for photos to be out! Keep waiting.

Kristen

Fate is not for us to decide. At times we thought the world revolves around us. Things always happen to fall into place when all of a sudden, one faithful day when things goes a ‘lil haywire. BAM! Thats when we got shot back straight and hard into reality. Yes, the crude harsh truth.

Well oh well, all good things come to an end. Everyone needs a little perking up I guess. And that’s just life. We get the best of things, and sometimes, the otherwise. No one gets the best of both worlds, I remember once granny told me this: “In order to succeed, one must strive hard.” And I promised I’d.

Time has since passed so fast. This coming friday marks the end of the good old days I’ve had. From the wide grins to the freaky frown, from the laughter to the tears. Everything else that makes life wonderful in there.

And now, all that is almost coming to an end. So much words to say, so much to describe how I’m feeling. But right now, at this moment. All I’d say is a great thank you. Thank you guys for showing me all that working together. The spirit we’ve built up over time, and the confidence we built in one another, the encouragement and the motivation. These’re all I’ll bring along with me, wherever I’ll be. In my heart, you guys stay forever.

Kristen

I feel like a dried sunflower, losing all its bright colour that used to brighten up the days of others.

I feel like a blind man who lost his walking stick which used to guide and let him feel his way through.

I feel like a crippled without the crutches which helped him to ease walking difficulties.

I feel like a terminally ill person who has lost the will to live after learning about her fate.

It’s the recession period!

And I’m so seriously sick about it. Papers, bulletins, magazines, television, internet. ALL SORT, EVERYWHERE. just when will it go away? I need my ricebowl still.

ARGH! @#$%#%%

Kristen

Looking around for some sleep wear for some photo shoots. Any lobang please? And any kind soul out there could introduce some nice hair stylist to get rid off EK’s bad hair shape??!

Totally disgusting. Eww.

Kristen

I am ill, again. Down with the flu. Been on medication and it doesn seem to yield results. Weather’s been changing tremendously, as usual, for the downturn. Rain’s here and there. And right here at the moment, I’m stuck at work, facing the usual crowd expecting different stuffs all the time.

Things’ve changed much, recounting day one when I officially place my feet into the workforce. I doubted myself, full of uncertainty, unwillingness to learn, but yet, stressing myself to do better. Times when I had some internal conflicts within me. Thinking of the next step to take, coming up of different solutions to counter an exisiting problem.

Without saying, there were times indeed I feel stressed out, when I feel down and out, filled with low self esteem. Days when I cried myself to sleep, losing appetite over certain issues, and even losing the will to strive harder.

Nevertheless, I must say, all these moulding did take some time. And time changes and proves everything. Over an accumulated period of time, I’m amazed by how such tough moulding made a great impact on me. Till date, I’m satisfied by the results churned out of all that hardwork- the present me, a small young leader in the workforce, driving others and training others to be one.

I’m happy right now with all the experiences I’ve been through. Certainly I’ll be looking forward for more. Put your safety belt o and wait for another ride.

Kristen

Its 18th Novemeber, just one day pass my birthday. First and foremost, a happy belated birthday to me. A year older, more expectations from myself and others, and more matured I guess.

My heartfelt thanks to those who sent in their birthday greetings. They’re much appreciated, and I love you guys who made my day, even though I was sick throughout, up till now. Grrr. Shucks.

M18, like what people refer to as matured eighteen, enables me to look at a different perspective of things as compared to before. This entire year, lots of things had happen, unto me and people around me. I wouldn’t say I’ve been through a lot, nor is it little. But enough for me to see the world. Experience things I never dare dream of. Learning to mix with different kinds of people, learnin more about society and what implication every single individual has on the entire society as a whole.

At tmes, I thought to myself this: “How nice it would be if time were to slow down, for us to enjoy every single moment of our life”

Now, thinking back, I realised how naive I used to be. Nothing in life has ever been smooth sailing, not because of the way we lead our lives, but rather, the beauty of nature, the wonder works of God. We all go through tough patches in our lives, not because we want to, but rather, to enable us to go through different things to mould us into a better person, prepared for the future challenges ahead in our lives.

To date, I’ve lost count of how many of such tough patches I’ve been through for this entire year that just passed. Since I was seventeen. Though there were times when I cried bitterly, and times when I jumped for joy, lauging heartily with friends and loved ones. I’m thankful to God for seeing me through all of that. Right now, being an 18 year old, I’m expecting more and more of myself, as I believe I can surpass all expectations of myself from me and others. Just wait and see.

Toodles.

Kristen

To me, happiness simply means knowing somewhere under the vast blue sky there is someone who actually cares about whatever I’m undergoing, caring and showing concern for me.

Happiness is simply caring for someone, doing the necessary when you know all that you’ve done is appreciated.

Happiness is missing someone when they’re away, then smiling away when you receive even just a miss call from that special person.

Happiness means loving someone willingly, overlooking all the flaws in that special him/her.

and now, to end this off,

ERIC KHOO,

I promised to post this up, so you better READ UP!

Even though you’re forever insensitive, unreasonable at times, disatisfactory performance as a boyfriend, crazy at times (please note the special highlight),

I still got to thank God for blessing me with this special you, who go the extra mile to make me laugh like a looney, cry like crazy, and smile like silly all the time.

You’re more than a blessing sweet. ♥ ILY.

Be jealous peeps, I’m the most fortunate girl around.

Toodles!

Kristen.

Time seemed to be passing by very fast. A twitch of an eye and sunday is here, which simply means work starts again tomorrow. Without knowing, November is here. Soon it’ll be december, Christmas and before we know it, the new year has begun.

Suprinsingly, even though not obvious, there has been a downturn on my friendships with people as days simply passes by. What’s friendship? I guess it’s a form of love and understanding in between two or more people. The ability to accomodate and know each other inside out.

Are they meant to be so fragile or is it just mine? Is it real or is it just me? I don’t really know. One month and counting, have I done anything to improve matters? Or am I just finiding excuses to shield away from all the problems?

Friendships, kinships, relationships. Are they the same? Yes, and thats my answer. Love, that has no boundaries. Willingness to go all out for people whom you care and show concern for. 

I’m not blaming anyone for all that has happened. Probably I am being overly sensitive, especially when I am so out of touch with the entire world since work started. But rather, because of this, I’ll change my lifestyle, and make things change for the better.

So friends and loved ones, keep in touch. Though I might be kinda lost, don’t drift too far away as I still need all of you by my side. Thanks in advance

Kristen