persona recounte.
It’s been sometime since I serious blog. So much things running through my mind. However, due to time constraints, my doings are limited.
I am ill, again. Down with the flu. Been on medication and it doesn seem to yield results. Weather’s been changing tremendously, as usual, for the downturn. Rain’s here and there. And right here at the moment, I’m stuck at work, facing the usual crowd expecting different stuffs all the time.
Things’ve changed much, recounting day one when I officially place my feet into the workforce. I doubted myself, full of uncertainty, unwillingness to learn, but yet, stressing myself to do better. Times when I had some internal conflicts within me. Thinking of the next step to take, coming up of different solutions to counter an exisiting problem.
Without saying, there were times indeed I feel stressed out, when I feel down and out, filled with low self esteem. Days when I cried myself to sleep, losing appetite over certain issues, and even losing the will to strive harder.
Nevertheless, I must say, all these moulding did take some time. And time changes and proves everything. Over an accumulated period of time, I’m amazed by how such tough moulding made a great impact on me. Till date, I’m satisfied by the results churned out of all that hardwork- the present me, a small young leader in the workforce, driving others and training others to be one.
I’m happy right now with all the experiences I’ve been through. Certainly I’ll be looking forward for more. Put your safety belt o and wait for another ride.
Kristen
